Wednesday, December 30, 2009

Thank you

Wow i cant believe that now i am officailly 25 years old.
This year was really great bd for me.
I would love to say thanks you very much for my Dad, Mom and sister.
Thank you very much to my dearest friends, my staffs, my god sister that gave me surprised
Thank you so much for the Bank acc :))
Thank you so much for the Cute flower from stranger and it was my 1st time :)))))
Thank you so much for the beauitful huge flowers :)))
Thank you for say HBD to me at that night (k_ -K)

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

Happy birthday

Happy birthday to you :)
Your day i want to make very special :)

Friday, December 18, 2009

Rude T

T you are so perfect, you are so sivilization, but why you like to look down our country.
I was so surprised to heard about what did your team did to us.
What a disappointed of your country man.
I want to say Som Num Nar that you lost to M 3-1.
If i were a reporter i would love to write what did you do at seagame village to your embassy and let everone know how bad you are.

Innocent girl

Innocent girl you are so Ab Bew.
Innocent girl why you are always give black face?
Innocent girl i think you are pretended to be innocent hahaha

Thursday, December 10, 2009

Tennis

Dear A leader
I knew you are a leader of this team, today it's my 2nd time at tennis court, but what i found out about you it's stupid leader. You think you are a leader then you will be right everything? Actually it's not. Good leader you must have to listen and share with your team. Old man this is friendship and don't make pp hate you.
I look at the way you managed your team is so fucking idiot. You want pp to watch your game and pay for it. Common although it's free but nobody come. What a pity leader. Mr hor kor sou vor nor vor.

Monday, December 7, 2009

Just we are

Don't mentioned it again, because i forgot.
Don't apologized me because you didn't do anything wrong.
Don't think too much because we are just we are.
Don't blame your self because i was wrong too.
Remember this is it's not right time and not right time.Your bf must be cry and my gf must be sad. But we 'll be friend forever :)

Why?

I really don't understand something about levels of knowledge. Do you think high degree more important than experience? Well for me i'll choose experience. Because as i see is pp who study very high edu but why they have to suffering like hell. Boy if i were you i wont be look down my self like what you do, i would cheer up my self for today and tomorrow. I wanna tell you something but it's too late to say. When you or your friends don't wanna eat sweet so don't try to push them eat.

1st time interview during sea game

this morning i was so shy and shy because i got interview by thai tv, it's true sport 'asean mission' wow so proud, this interview was happened when i never know before. The tv reporter was looking for me and wait for half and hours because i went to salon and forgotten to bring hp along. Anyway i'm that today i did good job for interview hehe.

lao su su

today i went to see lao foot ball vs indonesia at lao national stadium. It was great and very congratulation to laos team. I'm so proud to be lao :)

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

02.12.2009

I'm sad and Want to cry.

Monday, November 23, 2009

When we are a part!!!

นาทีที่เธอเดินไปจากฉัน...
ฉันถามตัวเองว่าฉัน.. จะเหลืออะไรเมื่อเธอไป..

กับสิ่งต่างๆ ที่เคยซึ้งใจ.. และแล้วมันคงหมดไป จากนี้คงเป็นได้แค่ฝัน..

เมื่อใจเธอนั้น..ไม่มีเหลือความผูกพัน.. และไม่มีวันจะเหมือนเดิม

ไม่มีแล้ว แววตาคู่นั้นที่คอยห่วงใย.. แม้เสียงที่เคยปลอบใจเมื่ออ่อนล้า
ไม่มีมือที่คอยสัมผัส.. ให้กำลังใจคืนมา จากวันนี้คงมีเหลือแต่ความเหงา..

นาทีที่อยู่คนเดียวตรงนี้.. ฉันเหลือแค่ความผูกพัน ที่ย้ำให้จำ ให้ฝังใจ..
กับสิ่งต่างๆ ที่เคยซึ้งใจ ฉันขอจำมันเก็บไว้ หล่อเลี้ยงหัวใจที่อ้างว้าง..

เมื่อใจเธอนั้นไม่มีเหลือความผูกพัน.. และไม่มีวันจะเหมือนเดิม..

ไม่มีแล้ว แววตาคู่นั้นที่คอยห่วงใย.. แม้เสียงที่เคยปลอบใจเมื่ออ่อนล้า..
ไม่มีมือที่คอยสัมผัส ให้กำลังใจคืนมา จากวันนี้คงมีเหลือแต่ความเหงา..

เมื่อใจเธอนั้นไม่มีเหลือความผูกพัน.. และไม่มีวันจะเหมือนเดิม..

ไม่มีแล้ว แววตาคู่นั้นที่คอยห่วงใย.. แม้เสียงที่เคยปลอบใจเมื่ออ่อนล้า..
ไม่มีมือที่คอยสัมผัส ให้กำลังใจคืนมา.. และชีวิตที่ยังเหลืออยู่ คงมีแต่ความว่างเปล่าเท่านั้น..

Thursday, November 19, 2009

The one

The one who you love,but he never love you.
The one who you miss,but he never miss you.
The one who you concern, but he never.
The one who you doesn't love,but he loves you.
The one who you doesn't miss,but he miss you so much.
The one who you never concern,but he so much concern for you.
What shall you do if you have to pick?

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

1st Jogging in 2009


It was so long that i didn't do jogging or exercise.
Today it's so cold in Laos i woke up so early, get changed and come to work.
After 7.30AM my True coffee is open already by 3 beautiful ladies (=.
Suddenly my supervisor call me for help. You know what? ask me to push his car hahahahaha,but it was fun and my body is sweating. Omg it was my 1st time jogging in 2009. I miss to do Exercise and i wish i can have more time like when i was study to do exercise.

Fav Song



ลืมตาขึ้นมาพร้อมคำว่าเหงา กี่คราวที่ใจต้องทนอ่อนไหว มีหนึ่งหัวใจไม่เคยได้ใช้ ได้เเต่รอเเค่ใครบางคน เเค่อยากเจอรักสักครั้ง หลับตาล้มลงกับความเจ็บช้ำ กี่คนเข้ามาแล้วเดินจากไป อีกเพียงครั้งเดียวฉันคงขาดใจ ถ้าต้องนับเริ่มใหม่กับใคร แค่อยากเจอรักสุดท้าย * ปฏิทินที่พ้นข้ามปี เเต่ละเข็มนาทีที่เลยผ่าน ต้องกอดกับความเดียวดายอีกนานเท่าไหร่ เเต่ละเช้าที่ยังเฝ้ารอ แต่ละคืนยังท้อในใจ ก็ใครคนนั้น ก็ใครคนนั้น เขาอยู่ที่ไหน ** ที่ใจยังหาไม่เจอ หรือว่าเธอคนนั้นไม่มี สบตาฉันที จำได้ไหมที่ใครหันมา พอแล้วน้ำตา หรือฟ้าตั้งใจแกล้งกันให้เหงา ให้เจอแต่ความปวดร้าว หรือว่าเธอคนนั้นไม่มีอยู่จริง ท่ามกลางผู้คนนับพันหมื่นล้าน ต้องการเเค่เพียงคนเดียวเท่านั้น สักคนแค่ใครที่ใจตรงกัน มันจะมีสักวันใช่ไหมที่จะได้เจอเธอ.

Monday, November 16, 2009

Busy monday

Today it was my first monday that feeling danm tired, mad and busy.
My dear, can you pick me? And fly me away with you? Wherever you go i'll be with you.

Sunday, November 15, 2009

paint my love

You draw a line for me,
You draw a nice colourful rainbow,
You draw a beautiful food house,
You draw a beautiful sky and mountain,
You draw my dream
Finally you erased everything :)

Thursday, November 12, 2009

Love

Love it's like:
Tennis ball, when a ball is flat then you want to hit new one.
Shoe, high class pp keep changing new style.
Handphone, when no battery then throw it away.
Coffee, bitter and sweet.
(To be continues)

Girly

Girl he work so hard to won your heart,
Girl he treasure you so well to make you fall in love with him,

Girl you fall in love with him finally because you though he is the one you want to spend life time with forever,
Girl you and him loving each other so much,
Then,
One day Girl you cried so bad on your birthday because of him,
Girl you thought you can forgive and forgot him.
Girl he was back and promise to give you a dream,
Girl this time he hurt you so bad,
Girl i hope you will look forward for great future with good one,
Girl be strong because i'm always with you,
Girl don't be sad,
Girl i love you and hate to see you cry.
Girl i'm more sad than you!!

will you?

Will you stay with the one who love you or go for the one that you love?
Sometime we could not choose but we have to do.

Monday, November 9, 2009

Bkk trip 6th to 8th

Wow it was a great trip because i've learn so many experiences especially be a mommy for 2 days with 2 kids. Fun, headache busy, tired but enjoy :)

Thursday, November 5, 2009

Complicated

Why i could not sleep? I tried to close my eye and ask my brian to shut down, but why i'm still a wake?
My feeling is so complicated, i don't know what i really want, what i should choose, which way i should walk through?
Why i can choose to apple and watermelon? Why the nature didnt have apple-watermelon together?
Why the popular book that i used to read don't have mini dictionery for me to find when i don't understand? Why i have to read this book? Why not let the book read me.
Why pp is so unfair? Why we could not be together?
Why you are so far? Why you are so foreigner? Why and why?
Anybody can give me the answer?

5.11.2009

Tomorrow afternoon i'll be flying to Bkk for a few days. I think i'll be missing you so much.

Sunday, November 1, 2009

I love cold weather

So happy that finally winter is coming.
Yeah i love this weather and i can counting down for my birthday.
Oh i'll be 25 years old and how will be i look a like when i turn to 30 hehe.
Anyway i love you november,december,january and feb.

Comedy movie

Best recommend "License to Wedd " movie.

Saturday, October 31, 2009

Halloween night

Halloween party just past, seem tonight there are many ghost taken home or somewhere else.
Halloween party today it was so suck.
Where is my bestties, you all were gone. What i can do now is praying for you.
Good luck and be safe.

Strawberry Cheese Cake


Which one do you prefer between Strawberry and Cheese Cake?
CAn you choose one? or must eat together?
Why don't you just take one?
Since you doesn't want to eat strawberry for 2 years ago, why are you still keeping it in the fridge?

Friday, October 30, 2009

Nice Song

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_5K7iTnCTeE&feature=fvw

Thursday, October 29, 2009

I think i miss you

I miss you.
I miss the way i talk to you,
I miss the way i look at your pictures and i keep smiling like non stop,
I miss the way you talk
I miss the way we share,
But all i can do it's keep to my self and write down.
I wish he know i wish he feel the same as me :)

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

From me to you

Mom can you just understand me when i made some decisions, Dad can you just stand beside me when i'm feeling down, Mom can you just take care of me when i'm falling sick, Dad can you just stay with me when i need to share problem and need suggestion. Mom can you just hug me when i tired? Dad and mom can you just support me when i'm trying my best to get good thing for my self?
I 'm like a small tree who need water to pour every days.

My blanket

Blanket you were covere me since i was born
Blanket you cover me when i'm feeling cold
Blanket you wipe my tear when i was crying at night
Blanket you are always be my protector when i could not sleep at night.
Blanket you are the one that always keep me accompany .

Saturday, October 24, 2009

What is success?

Success is to win over your troubles
And have a beautiful smile on your face

Success is to share your precious moments
With needy, helpless, poor & disabled people

Success is to have a sleep with noble thoughts
And wake up with full enthusiasm for your work

Success is to see the beauty in simple & ordinary things
And appreciate them form the heart

Success is to walk without any burden,
And make others feel comfortable in journey

Success is to have patience when things go hard,
And you still believe that you will win at last.

Life Life

Some people might say life sucks
or life is full of shit
While other people say life is beautiful
or life is full of surprises
I must say, I agree with all those
Life is whatever you think of it..and everything you think of it
Life is what you make it of it and what you say of it.

Life is about sadness
Life is about happiness
Life is about pain
Life is miserable
Life is about loss
Life is about smiling
Life is about crying
Life is about love
Life is about laughter
Life is about learning from your mistakes
Life is horrible
Life is dumb
Life is awesome
Life is depression
Life is tears
Life is sorrow
Life is anxiety
Life is Bullshit
Life stinks
Life sucks
I could go on and on and tell you all about life
But I'm not here to sort this out for you
cuz..
Life is all about you and how you treat it
You criticizes it...well, you're actually criticizing yourself
You like it, you hate it..well, its all up to you
Life is you so be careful how you describe it

Monday, October 19, 2009

Unknown

Life and love is like investment, so
Are you willing to face the problems?

Sunday, October 18, 2009

Yark ja hong pheng.

Yark lob pai suc pruk 1 kor pai leum nar ther suc noi, lob leung lao tee pen phae. Yark lob pai pruk nran nran hai hrang bang kon tee mai kei doo lae , pai hai khai laew jing mai phob kun.

Yark pen kon tee thoi pai, tae nai jai sun kor tram wa tum mai? Thung thung tee sun kor luk ther mod jai.

Bye bye (T~T)

Yark ja hong pheng.

Yark lob pai suc pruk 1 kor pai leum nar ther suc noi, lob leung lao tee pen phae. Yark lob pai pruk nran nran hai hrang bang kon tee mai kei doo lae , pai hai khai laew jing mai phob kun.

Yark pen kon tee thoi pai, tae nai jai sun kor tram wa tum mai? Thung thung tee sun kor luk ther mod jai.

Bye bye (T~T)

Saturday, October 17, 2009

Crying

I hate to see you crying my dear, but more i hate is to see i'm crying .

Friday, October 16, 2009

My wonder girls

My wonder girls it was so great that we were gathering again. So happy to went out to club together with wonder girls and wonder gay :)
We were enjoy so much and i think i never feel like this before, really enjoy my self although didn't drunk haha. A... I'm so happy with you that you can start with new life. I'm happy to see you dare to go club,meet new pp and love your self more.
V... Welcome back my dear besttie, i'm happy that you canceled your big day with a idiot guy and get to know new pp. Finally you are here not LPB.
L... My power puff girl you were so confident and dress very smart today, but i'm sad to see you cry and sad because of idiot guy again.
B... I knew you were sad whole day but luckily you can come out with me.
My self? It's so complicated. Work is ok, life is amazing but why love is so suck! I was having stomache and somehow now i'm a bit drunk and could not sleep.
D... Baby please read book at home cuz it's a great one and you cant find at anywhere. Don't try to read new one before you have not finish your current one yet.
Dear all,
Please be confident, think, dream, try, dare to do and lost,

miss you

I miss you I miss you !!

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

Song of the day!

Good morning thursdady, today i'll sing a song

sua voob neung nai kuam ghao ard ja hed hai hao tong sia jai, kon kong chao tong hong hai , kon kong koi tong pua laor. Tae hao song kon heng jeb kua ho ho ho.

Feeling

you thought you liked someone
whom you thought liked you back,
but instead you get stabbed in the back.
he tells you to do one thing,
then tells you to do another.
it's like he's playing a game,
trying to mess with your head.
it makes you wonder if there's another.

it's not like i should care,
'cause i know we're not together,
but deep down inside it makes me wounder.
i've been hurt so many times in the past,
and i've tried to let it go,
but every time i meet someone,
i end up getting hurt.
i wounder if it's just me.
what am i doing wrong?
it must be something
i'm not doing right.

if i had one wish in life,
i would wish to be happy
for just one last time.
i am tried of playing games,
with everyone.
i'm not a kid anymore.

i'm ready to start a life.
i don't need anyone who's
going to hold me back,
i need someone to help me,
if only i could find
that special someone,
it would make things a lot easier.
why do things have to be so hard?
I'm ready to give up and move one with my life.

it hurts to say this, but
this is how i feel now.
i can't help what i feel or do sometimes.

but at least i know now
that i will never let myself get close to anyone again.
it's hard for me to tell people how i feel.
i know that i should, but every time i try,
i can't get it out,

I'm sorry for the way i am.
if i could change who i am,
to be with that special someone
i so care about,
then i would in a heart beat.
there would be no doubt about that

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

I don't want to see you cry.

It's kinda sad day today, there are so many stories happened such happiness and sadness. What's wrong with this world? I pity my babies who is growing up and don't know anything will happened in the future. I pity my ...... I don't want to see her cry and sad because how is hurt... Love is the most beautiful is it?

Monday, October 12, 2009

I need doctor

I don't know why i love to write and update my stories with this blog , so i need doctor urgent to check me soon :)

12 oct 2009 i'll remember

Do you believe there is truth love in this world? For me is 10% i believe. Why? Is it because of girl or boy that is not faithful? Or faithful but just want to try. It's used to happened to me before and it was really sad when was my first love. I keep telling my self never mind i'll find someone which is better than you, 2nd love is more terrible because he says goodbye to me thru the phone while i was so faithful. I told my self again that i don't want to fall in love with any boys. Until one day i threw a coin and which for soulmate but what i got from heaven it was not love but it was war love and connection i'm sad,crying,hurt but i never give up to start with someone again. Until today 12 of oct 09 my friend call me about her husband is cheating on her i was so suprised and sad to hear it. It makes me scare of future and married life. Why become like this? Is it because of men demanding and women never feel satisfiled?

Sick

Suddenly feeling so down
Suddenly feeling so hurt
Suddenly feeling pain
Suddenly feeling pity but hate what you said.
Suddenly feeling like idiot
Suddenly i want to go far far away from .

Sunday, October 11, 2009

The popular book

I never know that i have a great and popular book at home. Until one day i open my drawer and took it out. The first day when i start reading i was really happy and happy then i told my self i'll be reading this book forever. Day by day i start feeling this book is it too hard for me to understand and difficult to bring along to my office and the important thing is this book is not belong to me yet.
Should i continue reading or return to the owner? But whose's know?

About me

I'm capricorn,
I'm a minnie mouse,
I love doing exercise esp tennis,
I love watching horror movie,comedy and drama movies,
I've lao.thai,indonesian,chinese food,
I love shopping when i'm stressing,
I love dog more than cat,
My favourite places is disney lands.
I like red.purple and pink colours,
I love to have colourful shoes and bags,
I love to eat scone with butter and honey at japanese cafe,
I love fishing,
I love to eat fur and kao piek,
I love taking photo,travelling and adventures,
I love to see my friends keep me accompany.
I love facial treatment and massage.
I love eating at night,
I love to learn backing bakery in the future,
I love to stay with kids(except: super naughty kids, so i cant stand)
I love to eat suckling pig,
I love to take a walk at night with someone because it's romantic,
I love to listen musics in the morning before wake up,




I love the reader (^,^)

killing me

Feeling is killing me.
Feeling is make me miss you more and more!

Friday, October 9, 2009

Fly fly

I wish i got little wings to fly around and fly to you. I wish i can stuck at the island for 1 day with you. I wish we can fly to the moon. I wish i can fly away for 5 mins for breaking. I wish i can fly to the planet hehe it's all i believe i can fly.

Apologize

Mom i'm sorry to make you worried so much about me, i'm sorry to make you cried, i'm sorry to make you sad but do you know i'm more sad, 2 worried and worried so much than you when i see you like this. Althought today i'm crying is because i see you cry for me. Life is up and down, good and bad, lost and won. I promise i'll give you happiness, show your de truth love that i found and i 'll give you all de best.
Please forgive me and ready to start new things with me.
You are always my super mom and you rock my world. I love you.

Thursday, October 8, 2009

Capricorn 9.10.09

It is good day for me today? Because it said today i'll soon receive proposals involving business, career or marriage and try to be veggie this week to attract my luck. Hohoho.

Big girl don't cry

Why suddenly my friend's tear is dropping? Why suddenly a big girl is crying?
Wat am i writing about? Why every sentence got question marks?
Dear blogger

I could not sleep because i think my reader he is angry me :( :( would he still come to correct my english? T- T , blogger please tell him that i'm so sorry huhuhuh.
Tina

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

#$%%$#^*

Somone who is never know words of RESPECT?
Someone who is never know how to count number from 0-9.
Someone who is stubborn.
Someone who never admit their mistake.
Someone who is too much hygience like crazy.
Someone who think that she/he is always right and clever but actually is not.
Someone who is like to make fake stories.
Someone who think that she/he will be successful w/oworking hard.

I wish i can punch that person right nw.

feeling

Dear....
What if one day i never wake up in de morning, would you ever doubt de way i feel? If tomorrow never come will you know how much i love and miss you?
(T,T)

songs that might cheer you up

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q1VlRqeTkE0

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zhALDGqcU6o&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uNgt7U9QrFQ

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FQrhA6QtWOM&NR=1

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o8L9WSJi4hc

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RzOtYsVOC2A&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AbzkQYfMGoY

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zhALDGqcU6o&feature=related

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

You'll love this poem

heya, life's short but its journey's long. If you ever find yourself lost and confused, this poem will lift your spirits up. It's one of the classics, composed by the Greek poet

http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/ithaca/
Listen it read by Sean Connery

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1n3n2Ox4Yfk

Another one from Phillip Larkin
http://famouspoetsandpoems.com/poets/philip_larkin/poems/14555

and another one

http://www.cs.rice.edu/~ssiyer/minstrels/poems/1330.html

What makes the world go round?

hey minnie, I just met this guy you were talking about, he was smiling from ear to ear. I think he's crazy about you. Apparently he hasn't been sleeping or eating all that much; he's running on the love fuel.

Minnie It's great that you have a knack for writing. I sincerely think you write very well and that you have a lot to write about. Now you must bear with my corrections of your English okay??

'Today it was my long long day i was tired and headache since morning"
There can't be two subjects in one sentence; in this case you have "Today" and also "It" as subjects; so you would either say "Today was a long day for me" or "It was a long day for me (today)"

"I was tired and headache" should be - "I was tired and I had a headache"

"Why I still awake at this time..." would be - "Why am i still awake at this time"

"hmmmmm hmmmmmm" should be - "I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU" haha, just kidding

"If you see him pass by you" -- "If you see him passing by"

Keep on writing, i love reading 'em.

Missing you

Hi my blog, what should i do? I could not sleep and dont know why? Today it was my long long day i was tired and headache since morning,but why i still awake at this time why i 'm not falling asleep like princess :) hmmm hmmm is it because i'm starting missing someone? Oh no i cant believe my self. My blog if you see him pass by you or reading you please tell him that i miss him so much. Goodnight my blog :)

Forgive Forget and Forever

I am angry and angry, but i cant tell anyone. I only can keep it with my self and luckily i got my own blog that i can share everything here.
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Actually this morning i have wrote about my experience at the hospital Mae-Lae-Dek. I think i wrote very long via my mb, but suddenlly it was disappear and i am not sure this blog is it auto saving bor?

Monday, October 5, 2009

CAPRICORN

6/10/09 This morning i got horoscope sms from Tigo and said to me that i have to focus on carreer and business, because i will learn new skills along the way and i need to stay calm arhggggg >_<

06/10/09

When you wake up from your bed, what is de 1st thing will you do?Brush ur teeth, wash ur face or ironing ur clothes?

What is the 1st person you expect to see? if let me choose i will say i don't want to see him anymore.


Will you know when i smile deep inside i want to frown , when i laugh deep inside i want to cry when you look into my eyes you think every thing is alright, but maybe one day i won’t feel like this till then i’ll be happy in the outside and crying in the inside Deep.

Saturday, October 3, 2009